Australasia

Hey Guys,
I today stumbled across this blog, and was very PLEASANTLY SHOCKED to see a beautiful australian lady.You must be thinking that whats there to be shocked to see an australian. There is a reason, She is SPECIAL.
KNOW Why...........because she is learning HIndi and...... is very keen on learning all the other aspects of indian culture. Specially south indian.
I am Happy and Glad to see that people do take interest in our culture, even if its one in a million.
But then,Such people do deserve to be "One in A Million". What do you say.

Her Name is MARY.

Target Practice

Thats what I call a practical and successful "TARGET PRACTICE".
ये है असली "Target Practice"।

Its time again........ its 00:55,

SO its 00:55 hrs when i m writing this. well this is the time when i normally write my blog, before going to bed. Its been some time since I have written anything sensible here; that doesn't mean i m going to write any sense now ~EITHER~. well a disc of Himesh Reshamiya is playing on my music system and i have just finished watching "Aksar". No comments on the movie.

Well, what have i done in the last so many days??? I worked..... so those who dont know what i do, I tell them that I am a chef (Pastry). Was obviously a busy week, last week; as I havent written any blogs then. Even then managed to watch "DaVinci Code" on the first day of its release. Honestly speaking The film dissapointed me a bit. Not that it was not good, but somehow it didnt have that excitement that the book has. after that I went out with the friends.
Tuesday wednesday I went to Birmingham to my mama-mami's house to see them and my cousins. On monday my cousins are coming to London so I m looking forward to that.

What else can I write, there are so many thoughts in this stupid head when i m not on my computer, but they vanish always when i need them to give them some shape. Anyway i wont write anymore today but will come back again on some auspicious day/night.
Till then please bear with my short and non-sense making blogs, till I get back in my sensezZZZZZZZZZZ.

WOW WOWWWWW........ B4 I SLIP, CAN ANY ONE TELL ME "How to upload a music or video file on this page?"

I WILL DEFINATELY SAY "thank you" ONCE YOU HAVE TOLD ME THAT.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

will be back

I am in a hurry right now, but will come back soon when i have enough time to write evry thing in detail.. Till then have fun.

I dont know

I have no indea how i reached this page right now, all i knw isds that i m well pissed right now. why im righting this blog, no idea. just beacuase i hve to rifght it. tahts why.
Anyway it was a good night i m back at home so it mus tbe contrallable .i dontknow what i m writing . I m sorry...

Rang De Basanti

I am watching "Rang De Basanti". Its the first time I am watching this movie, and i am so much surprised that how close it is to reality. I wonder how many of us have learnt anything from it. I know its easy to sit here and say big things.... but seriously guys is there anything we (as todays generation) can do to get our country out of the clutches of these corrupt politicians, this lepre system or we all (like me) and so many others will only just leave the country in hope of a better future (for just me, and myself).

Another long day..

Well well well.... it was another long day at work as usual. had so many functions going on. two lunches, three dinners and the breaks. for one of the functions I actually cooked of doughnuts instead of apple turnovers. and when james asked me where are the turnovers...I wondered "what turnovers?". and realised what i had done. the waiters were waiting for the stuff and I was panicking. And today was also the first day of new menu in Park restaurant as well as the whole new setup. So it was extremely busy. but by the end of the day with help of the whole pastry team we managed not to do any fuckups. A day well spent.... time to sleep, tomorrow is the action replay on a smaller basis.
Catch ya later.

Saturday night.....

Yup....its saturday night and I am writing this blog instead of sitting in a pub or dancing in a club. WHYYYYYYY? I tell you why.... because MUSTAPHA stood me up, we were supposed to go out together and spend the night in town.....BUTTTT.......Mustapha is nowhere to be found. Well atleast I have my faithfull movies by my side. A choice of
REIGN OF FIRE
CASANOVA
AEONFLUX.

tomorrow I am off... I shouldn't be here right now, its very wrong. And I dont like it. Mustapha you will have to pay.

So the Summer starts

Its been an usual busy day at work. nothing new in that. Whats new is the changed smell of the air... after almost a month of of spring, the summer seems to have entered the domain of London. I heard that it was a beautifull day with lots of sunshine. I fealt it when i came out of hotel at ten in the night and i didnt have to put on my jacket. It feels good. I wish iwas at the Hyde Park during the day, bird-watching ;) , u know what I mean.

Yesterday I had a haircut, so here is my latest hair style for all of you to see:



Again this photo is from my phone only. aren't these phones good?

DAMN THEY R.

This sunday if it doesnt rain i m going to go to hyde park and fly with the birds and take photos as well, not for me but for u all. OUI?????

OUI OUI.

Beauty

"Imagine me and you, I do;
I think about you day and night,
its only right
to think about the girl you love...
and hold her tight
so happy togetherrrrrrr
so happy togetherrrrr
how is the weatherrrrrr
so happy togetheeeeerrr
we’r happy together.
so happy together
so happy together."

This beautiful song is from the movie "Adaptaion". Very good movie, definately recomended, but only for the serious movie lovers.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEE.............

Know what! this morning when i woke up ...............what happened... u know?............
hehehehe.....
I received a call. YESSSS ! a CALL.

itwasmyboss. :( .
know what he told me........?

he saiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid :
THAT I AM OFF EVEN TODAY, THAT MAKES IT A FIVE DAYs WEEKEND.........

PLEASE DONT BE JEALOUS GUYS.
BECAUSE there is nothing funny about getting a day off when u r not expecting it or to put it into the right words... when u dont want one. Four days was more than enough.

Weekend Marathon

So ends the WEEKEND MARATHON. Today was the last day of a long weekend (longer for me as I had one more day off than other people continuously). So what did I do during these four days? Well I posted the events of the first day in the earlier writing. Sunday was chillout day. AND then on Monday...............

I went to KEW GARDEN.
Kew Garden??? What is Kew Garden?

Well my friends for those who are not familiar with Kew Garden, I will familiarise you with the KEW. SO Kew Garden (as it is commonly know) is basically "The Royal Botanical Garden" which is situated in the place called Kew. It is home to some of the most extraordinary plants on the planet, there is some thing for every eye whether you want to marvel at what's in season, or tour the amazing 19th century glasshouses or simply explore the 300 acres natural beauty. It will be even more beautiful if you have someone beautiful with you.

So what is amazing about A Garden? well it is hard to describe in words as I am no writer here, this is something to experience yourself and is a matter of personal interest off-course. Since I love beauty (natural or artificial), I loved the garden. It is spring and all over the place there were flowers, different coloured ones from this country and far away. Greenery everywhere.
There is this TEMPARATE HOUSE, kew's largest glass house, which houses world's largest indoor plant a Chilean Wine Palm "Jubaea Chilensis" and many more from all over the world.

Magnolia, blue bells, Bird of paradise, Lily, Tulip, Cherry Blossom and dont know how many more different varieties of flowers and the knowledge about them. the place was awesome.
Fortunately there was this exhibition going on about the woodcraft. I know it doesn't sound interesting to many of us. Would be interesting to me even, if I was reading it on here. But watching things being made out of a rough wood very much in front of your eyes is a completely daunting experience. as I said awesome. I even learned how to make fire without a matchstick or lighter :) .

Those who are interested in finding out more about this garden can check it out on "www.kew.org.uk".

So what next: well Coincidently I did exactly the same thing as Prashant. Watching movies back to back. What u say dude?

what happened was me and my friend Orvar decided to go to a movie after kew so went to Notting Hill but couldn't find anything decent so we headed off to Whiteleys in Queensway, Bayswater. it was &7 in the evening and the movie that we wanted to see (16 Blocks) was playing at 8:50. so what do we do now.... too early to go home...... then ...... lets see any film since we are here. ok why the hell not?

Bought the tickets to "Slither" and went in. £8.25 wasted. it is supposed to be a horror whereas what it is, is an insult to a horror and even a decent movie. but we still saw it through. You must appreciate our courage. So we come out at 9:00
Shit its only 9.' "16 Blocks" starts at 8:50. that means it hasn't started yet' I said to Ollie (as we call Orvar with love). Want to see that one then since we have wasted two hours and one evening, why not finish it with a better note.

And guys themovie was worth every penny. delivered everything you expect from Bruce willis and the others (since I dont remember thier names). I would recoment it to every film lover.go on and watch what it has to offer and you wont be dissapointed.
Movie finished and we said bye to each other and so ended my beautiful day.

Today I did not do anything, stayed at home all day, cooked food for myself, called home on Skype and talked for hours, paid the bills and rent since it is the beginning of the month.

Thats it, period.

Cracked Lips ...and.....blurred vision

Chiped creaking lips, blurred vision and rocking world.... thats how the world was beyond the sensible senses of my being. The world I always dreaded to go into, but I was there and, not surprisingly (but troubling enough), was liking it. SO much I miss YOU. This is the world you wanted to be in, did you not? See I am here as well.
Every soul around me is in the same floating world under and above the colourful lights twisting their bodies into different positions and shapes. someone is breaking and someone is walking on the clouds. he is grabbing her and she is after him, and look there, they are in their own world oblivious to the passage of time or place. What am I doing here? Well I am trying to grow down, all that i have skipped during so many different junctures of times.

AHHHH.....I HAVE SO MUCH GROWING DOWN TO DO. will I be able to do so? I don’t know.
One thing for sure that this is the place which I have avoided all my life but still now I find myself here.

OHHH... I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH. See I am here as well.

Why is it that I was always told that it is wrong to go there where i m standing right now, no one else seems to feel guilty of any crime except me, myself and me only.why is it that its not bad for them but it is bad for me. I am enjoying myself so what issss wrong. everything seems possible. I am the king of the world. So what is wrong....i never got the answer, though mirror showed me the Image of a man with red (or rather PINKish) cheeks, ears and definately RED eyes. Who was this guy I never met him before but still he was there looking at me as if trying to figure out who I was. I left him their to figure out whatever he wanted to.
At 3:30 in the morning I was running on the roads of London trying get to the bus stop on time so I don’t miss my bus. I saw the car race that I had only seen in films like “fast and furious”. there were all sorts of these most expensive and latest models of cars like Ferrari, Lambuigini, and many more whose name I don’t know. it was at 3:30 in the morning on a side road adjacent to cromwell road, just in front of science museum. Should i keep running or stop to admire the beauty of these mechanical beasts. I stopped, for a second and started running again, u know why because i wanted to get back home before the sun rises, because I dont want to belong to the world which I was coming back from. I wanted to wake up in my home on my bed and not feeling odd at going back towards the place, to get into a place where I should already be at that time. I wanted to be snug in my blanket while it still was dark And I still could feel as if it was night and not morning. I am not a vampire who should go to bed when the Sun rises, I am HUMAN.And that is what I always was and will always be.

I was back in my world. Shivering in the london's freezing chill of the night, even though it is spring but night are cold enough to bring your senses back to land.

SO much I miss YOU.

So I am back in world, but am I happy to be back?..... Good question.. I don’t have a straight answer to that question. I loved the other world more than I should have, but, I don’t belong there. I belong to this world where I am now. I know I will go back there every now and then.
Still it is painful to be back.





Will it be same ever again, NO, I don’t think so.