Another Day-Off

I am wondering how to start it. All day long doing different things when i notice something that grabs my attention, I think about the blog "yeah, I am going to write this tonight/ about this tonight". But, by the time I come back home and to my computer (sounds funny; people say "back home to my family", I say "....to my computer"), I have already either forgotten more than half of the things I wanted to write or simply dont know how to express them correctly and honestly in words without actually offending anyone/myself.

Anyway, today was just another normal day off in this London City, which I love and hate at the same time for different reasons. I got up early today (at 10:39 a.m.). Normally it is 11:00 O'clock on my day off. Made myself a cup of tea and switched on Skype expecting Mummy- Papa to be online as they always are on my days off. Since they were not there I decided to watch a movie. A thai movie called "ONG-BAK', pretty amazing stuff if you like martial arts. Tha guy "Tony Jaa" , in the movie, is just awesome. you need to see it with your own eyes. I am not good enough writer to do justice to his expertise in his art.

Simultaneously, recoerded the music of DHOOM -2 on my computer and made a cd (complete with the label and all that). Content with my work. Afterwards talked to mummy papa, since they had come online by now. They have just one target in mind these days and that is how to get me married. They are looking for girls. But i think the all the girls are quite fortunate. I am still bachelor and thats good as far as i am concerned.

Left house, went for another movie called "The Prestige". VERY GOOD MOVIE. You should see it. Good stuff. And then decided to treat myself to an Indian Dinner at an Indian restaurant CHOWKI at Shaftsbury avenue which costed me £20.58 for

:one paneer tikka masala
:one paneer makhani
:two naans
:a glass of white wine

Then a cup of tea with Farooq, who lives upstairs, in his living room. Yes thats when i arrived back home. And now I am writing all this, infact almost finishing writing. And none of the things I have written here are the ones which I thought about writing when I was thinking about writing all day today, sitting on the bus, looking at the crowd this world has and wondering that each individual in that crowd has his/her own world, of which I have no knowledge at all. Makes me feel kind of left out, but then I cant be in everyones' life can I ?

I am not GOD.....and I dont want to be......

Smile

There was a period in my life when I didn't smile for a long time, and that time being not hours but literally months on length. Almost a whole year when i didn't smile at all. That must be the darkest time of my life, I guess.

Today was once again the replay of the same era. Though the reasons were different. Had a real bad & long day at work. Cant really call it a bad day but, day that keeps you on the edge of triping over. I pity the people who work with me on such days. who have to cope and bear with a grumpy old bastard all day long. I AM REALLY SORRY TO THEM.

Cant really blame myself for everything though, can I? i started my day knowing that I am in shit today. Got there at 8:00 a.m. instead of 10:00 (thats when I was supposed to start).because I was the only one who knew what was happening with the functions, things still to make and there is no stuff to make them with; things which have been ordered to come in today but didnt show up in the morning and the function is for lunch, what do I do? SHIT SHIT SHIT...... Yeah I am shitting in my pants. Thats how it happens when you have nothing to work with and still you have to deliver. Shit... Shit.... Shit. All day long.

Sorry for the long face all day. Sorry James, Sorry Sonia.

So, so on goes on the long day which finished at 11:00 p.m. and thats when I joined James and Matt at Paxton's Head. First time in the day I smiled. And laughed, Thankx to Matt. And James. There is something that Matt said which made my day. He said that "ITS DURING THE DAYS LIKE THIS, WHEN YOU ARE IN SHIT, IS WHEN YOU ACTUALLY EARN YOUR MONEY". I am glad that I joined them after work.

I dont know what would I be if these people wouldn't pull me in with them in their world every now and then.

Thank you all

I Am Happy

WHY? good question. I always used to think that how people have different designs for their blog pages when those designs are not available on the provided templates. The answer was that those people are computer professionals and they know how to go about it. I Always wanted to have some kind of knowledge to make me free of those provided templates and thats why decided to change my template and as a result lost all my customisation on that template (SAD! I know).

So today I decided to do some DIY/Hit and Trial. and here is the result in front of you all. the lights you see on my page (ADDED LATER: not applicable anymore as I have worked more on the page and changed it again) are not the head lights of a car.......instead they are the repeatition of the same photo of a torch light which I clicked long ago by my camera phone at a friend's place.

Not just that, i managed to change the fonts and place my profile on top instead of the bottom, as it was in the original template.

So thats the reason that I am Happy and content with my work today. For many people out there it must be nothing, but for me its a great deal as i have no formal education on software side of the computer. Its all DIY (Do It Yourself).

So I am HAPPY and have a grin on my face. :)