I read something a minute ago and the very second i feel this sudden and instant change in my body. my heart rate goes up; I start shivering from head to toe, my ears start burning so furiously that I can see them scorching red without actually seeing them. I dreaded it. But I didnt have a choice, I cant be a horrible person. Thats why I had to do it and since then I dreaded this. Was kinda hoping for it not to happen so I get an excuse to dump everything. But it seems like my luck's not favouring me this "HAPPY NEW YEAR". its not going as smooth as it used to be.
I know, I am not going to sleep properly tonight, nightmares are going to catch up with me. I am scared, not of the dreams, but of the reality that follows it.
I am used to it though, so dont lose your sleep over my worries. and ......
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Ale´Gross Bisous
