Sometimes I think that why do we do what we do? Why do we laugh, why do we cry, why do we feel miserable and make others miserable, why do we feel pain and inflict pain? what makes us happy or for that reason what is HAPPINESS.
Why do we do so many things which we dont want to do and why don't we do so many things that we want to do? There are so many questions in this mind and so many confused answers. answers with there own different reasonings, and logics.
Normally I am a very straight forward person, I say whatever come in my mind and to whoever, but why does my tongue gets tied up when i want convey my feelings to someone? Normally I find a way through the problems I face during the course of the day, but then why can't I figure out how to get around this feelings stuff? You dislike someone, you tell it to his face, but when you like someone, why is it so damn difficult to tell them how you feel?
I have just dropped this girl to the bus stop, and I may never ever see her again. I walked with her for a mile or some in the middle of the night just to spend some more time with. trying to preserve every word every moment. But all we talked about was work and colleagues. The whole time. Yes a little about me and very little about her. but nowhere near enough to be comfortable to ask her that can/will you be mine ........forever (I dont know if thats even feasible).
But then, thats what feelings are. you dont control them. Even if you dont let them control you; you still dont control them.
Here I go again : Imagine me and you ...I do ........so Happy togetherrrrr...........????????????
4 comments:
Bro,
I feel you are thinking too much.. about that girl.. if you really feel something.. .go find her...
there are not many times in your life that you feel something like this...
hmmm i think you ARE a streght forward person but you this is very logical that liped were sealed when you want to say so many things ...
feeling we cant control ..bilkul sahi but don lose hose so soon ..may be u find my approach a bit filmy but i really believe that every story has and end so wait for somtime ..n see what is the end of your story :)
take care :)
G
@ om:
Bhai main to jab sonchta hoon to "too much hi " hi sonchta hoon chahe wo jo bhi ho. Anyways, whats gone is gone.
@ anonymous:
No offence, but who are you ? why dont you tell me name at least. It might sound rude but trust me its not.
And as for your suggestion: one thing I dont have (thats being the punishment of being AN Indian) is time.
I am not a teenager. I am 29 years Old.
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