Smile

There was a period in my life when I didn't smile for a long time, and that time being not hours but literally months on length. Almost a whole year when i didn't smile at all. That must be the darkest time of my life, I guess.

Today was once again the replay of the same era. Though the reasons were different. Had a real bad & long day at work. Cant really call it a bad day but, day that keeps you on the edge of triping over. I pity the people who work with me on such days. who have to cope and bear with a grumpy old bastard all day long. I AM REALLY SORRY TO THEM.

Cant really blame myself for everything though, can I? i started my day knowing that I am in shit today. Got there at 8:00 a.m. instead of 10:00 (thats when I was supposed to start).because I was the only one who knew what was happening with the functions, things still to make and there is no stuff to make them with; things which have been ordered to come in today but didnt show up in the morning and the function is for lunch, what do I do? SHIT SHIT SHIT...... Yeah I am shitting in my pants. Thats how it happens when you have nothing to work with and still you have to deliver. Shit... Shit.... Shit. All day long.

Sorry for the long face all day. Sorry James, Sorry Sonia.

So, so on goes on the long day which finished at 11:00 p.m. and thats when I joined James and Matt at Paxton's Head. First time in the day I smiled. And laughed, Thankx to Matt. And James. There is something that Matt said which made my day. He said that "ITS DURING THE DAYS LIKE THIS, WHEN YOU ARE IN SHIT, IS WHEN YOU ACTUALLY EARN YOUR MONEY". I am glad that I joined them after work.

I dont know what would I be if these people wouldn't pull me in with them in their world every now and then.

Thank you all