Evolution

Its amazing how a person can change in a matter of few years only. Ofcourse not entirely, but there are things either inside or just on-the-side which changes. There are moments of pain and happiness, flickering through the ongoing life. It wasn't long ago, just two days back, when I was captured inside a strong bubble of terrible nostalgic pain. It was there for a very short time but was strong enough to create a vaccum around you and suck the life out of you.

And then, there was yesterday. I WAS HAPPY for no reason in particular. Now here comes the evolution. I have been in this country for more than three years and I loved it, since I come from the hot country as compared to here. So I loved it here except the gloomy and dark surroundings. I always welcomed winters, exactly opposite to what locals would have done.

I despised the summer. But yesterday, mercury had risen to up to 35 if I am not wrong, and I was still happy. the reason: I had an awesome evening with my collegues at a leaving-do of one of the collegues, the day before. Hence was out till late. Consequently, was very tired when i started work the next day (yesterday). Well! it turned out to be one of the unusually quiet day at work. Once or twice in a year you get such days when you dont have too much to do and you can relax a bit on wowrk front. This quietness resulted in early departure from work :) . As soon as I step out on the footpath outside the hotel, this DEMON, who scares me far too often,pops his ugly head out of the corner. This Demon of "not knowing what to do next and its still daylight out there, where to go since i dont want to go home, who to call cause everyone else might be busy or whom to meet. etc." But I didn't him stay there for a long time and crushed his head with a blow telling him that I dont need anyone to enjoy, which is not excactly true but it works.

Once the demon was dead and out, I made my way to my legendry WALK IN THE HYDE PARK. a park usually full of green grass was today full of people and dry yellow husk (remember summer). A few years back this would have been impossible, but its happening now.The breeze was a treat to the thirsty soul. so I walked and walked and at one place under the soft shadow of a big tree placed "My Esteemed Self". Wind was so "beautiful" that I dozed off the moment I hit the ground. And when I woke up it was 8 O'clock. "Aaa...oh. I have to go home". But what am i going to do at home. I start walking again lost in the ocean of people around me enjoying the summer as much as me. .......looked at the watch again and found out its only 7:15 and not 8:15. Hmmmm............ so I got it wwrong the first time.

What now, made my way to cinema. Bought a ticket and watched "Superman returns". some people didn't like the movie but I liked it alot. Awesome effects and beautiful pictures (specially the casting bit at the start of the movie). Wont say much about the movie, you have to find out for yourself.